I may seem to oversee that reality that these may not be possible to only one person, 

sorry if i may be not a good bestfriend for you, sorry if i am weak and that you always get frustrated with. i dont know if i did hurt your feelings, i am just being honest to you on how i feel. you may feel that i am so negative at times and so frustrated and be centered, well, thats who i am, i am trying my best to be a good friend, but it seems that my attempt to regain of me having a bestfriend is not possible or being lowered to a lesser level. All i want is someone who can be with me into my ups and downs. Parang lumalayo ka na nga and, i dont know, this questions me, "meron pa ba akong bestfriend?" i am thinking yes, i do, but i dont know where. Sorry if i was to demanding with time, too demanding with the company. I miss the time we are going out and just have fun, those are happy memories that i will never forget. Ang hirap ng ganito, pigil eh, kaya i dont know, opted for someone else, far, so i wont expect anything. siguro just plain old friends na lang, ayaw ko ng masaktan muli, this is the 3rd or 4th time na, and its hurts, sobra. Ganun talaga ang buhay, parang magic, now you see them, now you don't. 

Sinusulit ko lang talaga ang ating pagsasama, ilang linggo na lang and i will be departing our school, i will truly miss people and especially people who became part of my life, people who are touched my life, people who came and are so dear to me. But despite all of this hardships, still, i do love my bestfriend. and thats true, i dont know if our friendship will last, because i know he will meet other people far better than me; and, this is something that i will never forget. college life would never be the same with my bestfriend. thats for sure. There is a friend, who sticks closer than a brother. namimiss ko na talaga bestfriend ko...

Is there a best-friend? yup, there is... smile